I can relate to this completely. I did the adult seasonal program at Sunday River for a few years a long time ago. It got to the point where I started feeling like skiing was a second job that just brought me down and I dreaded at times. I felt bad about my skiing a lot, and I longed to just free ski with friends. So I stopped doing lessons for years, and just had fun and worked on things myself but not constantly. Fast forward to 2021, I was really wanting some additional help working on bumps and tree skiing. I just felt like I had gotten stuck and couldn’t progress anymore on my own. So I started doing the seasonal program again, and I am still doing it this season. I am not burnt out this time, there is a big social aspect for me now, and I am at a better place with my skiing where I can take advantage of joining any group I want to on a given weekend and know I’ll be fine and able to keep up. I’ve accepted that my skiing is where it is, and significant progress will always likely be slow and small incremental steps at this point. That’s okay.. I’ve got plenty of time to play and work on things. But I will always be cognizant of whether it starts to feel like a chore.. that’s not okay with me. We do this for fun, and while I love to work at my skiing I also like to relax and clear my head on the mountain while just enjoying the great outdoors, good company, and beautiful scenery.Good post.
You know what? When I was taking a lot of lessons, frequently, I was kind of miserable. Not because I didn't want to learn, but because I wanted to play, feel free to make mistakes, even be stupid (in a safe not-harming-anyone-else) sort of way. Once I felt someone was evaluating me, I clammed up, felt self-conscious.
I love that you are in New Mexico now, how fabulous! I am so excited to go back to Taos in the future, it’s such a fun and special place. I think you’d definitely enjoy a ski week, it is really nice to have the instructional aspects along with free skiing time as you said. That’s sort of what I have at home too.. our seasonal program is a few hours in the morning (which happily lines up with the busiest time for having the perk of skipping lines) and then free skiing time in the afternoon. It’s a great balance.