I'm so happy to report that I skied Targhee again this weekend. If you've skied there, you know that the blue terrain is pretty steep, then there's the bunny hill, and not much in between. I was struggling on Saturday with the usual, but did OK and was making some progress with confidence. Still, a lot of frustration with my right side in particular. It's been one of those, "SOMETHING'S not right, and I can't explain it!" things. Well, we decided to mess with my cuff alignment (which was set last season with new boots, and rechecked, to what is supposed to be neutral for me.) We moved it back to neutral for the boot, and WOW! I could instantly feel the difference, even on flats. So, we headed to the Blackfoot lift, where the snow is typically fantastic, and also where I had a HUGE panic attack last season, and I skied it with zero issues. (The snow WAS fantastic, with a lot of wind buff, and very edgeable with a few scraped off spots.)
My skies were behaving much more predictably on the steeper pitches (it's pretty steep over there in general, and it's a wide open view to the bottom, and it's pretty intimidating for someone who is afraid of heights.) So, my legs were still quivering with some fear, because it's still above my comfort level on parts of it, but I DID IT AND I DIDN'T PANIC! In fact, I did it TWICE!
After that, I decided to call it good and end on a good note. Went back to the bunny hill (which actually has a few decent pitches on it) and was all smiles. It was day 4 of the season, so, no need to push the envelope too much.
Having a boyfriend ( @utahskier) who is an L3 and who has been teaching for nearly 30 years, who has the patience of a SAINT has been the best thing ever, even though when I'm frustrated (and therefore pissed) we squabble. How fortunate am I that he sticks with me, takes video after video, slows and freezes the video to analyze things, then back out we go to try something else. (My horrible stem on the right side went away by at least 50% just with the cuff change. I could release that edge so much more easily.)
Thursday, I'm getting measured for a leg length discrepancy that I've been suspicious of for years now, by a chiropractor who is a friend and also an instructor at our mountain, so, he gets it. Things feel 10X better with the cuff alignment change, but I still do hunt for that right ski edge every single turn. I know some of it's technique for sure, but it's also a chicken/egg thing.
Anyway, I know I'll still have moments where I crap my pants, and I'll have to figure out how to handle it when it comes, but I'm happy to report that it seems most of my fear was related to being out of balance in boots that were new last season.
See you all at the gathering when we're at Snowbasin!